Those Toxic Insecurities

Sometimes, I am overwhelmed by my own inadequacy.

I feel so much pressure to be perfect and am so hard on myself when I mess up.

Then I want to crawl into a hole and die because I feel like such a failure at life.

But then I breath, forgive myself and tell myself to do better.

That this whole change thing is a process.

& then I'm okay again.

I mean, I'm changing - I'm getting there.

And that's all that matters, right?