The Grudge That I Hold On To

Feeling a million things at once, but only really feeling one thing.

'Tis the root of all my other emotions.

It has settled in my mind because I always mistook this grudge for other emotions.

Now with my head clear, I see it exactly as it is.

With it haunting my dreams, I see it exactly for what it is.

It's hatred, it's bitterness and pain, all rolled up into one big grudge.

It's about time to forgive you.

To forgive myself.

& to be better.

So I can be how I was when I had forgotten about all these feelings in the first place.

As light as a feather.