Blogging.

We all blog for different reasons.

To practice our writing skills, to show the world that we are capable of writing or just to find a place to be ourselves.

I did it for that reason.

So I could leave a piece of my being, unfiltered, for someone to see and MAYBE relate to.

I mean Facebook is too judgmental, to a certain extent Twitter is a little too shallow and limiting due to the word limit so here I am.

I've always been told that I'm reserved and keep to myself too much, especially my friends and now I am having this battle with my "reserved-ness" because I'm not too sure who that's a character trait i would like to have anymore.

Changing is this huge battle with who we are, who we want to be and who we don't want to be.

All 3 of you in 1 ring and only one will walk out victorious.

It's challenging because I have always felt like I have always stayed the same and I want to change that but it feels like it's a fundamental part of who I am.

It's like it's rocking my entire world.

It feels like the boat I was on sank. (The boat being me, who I was)

And now I'm on a life raft trying to build a bigger and better boat.

Maybe I need to get to land, get some new tools, acquire some new skills and get back to it.

I know this post isn't artistic or clever but... my blog is my place to be ME.

My place to be selfish and if you relate then woo-hoo there's a girl in Namibia who feels like you do and you aren't alone

& if you don't... then you don't.