An Interlude.

I'm taking a little break from my blogging challenge.

I want to take a second to write about being brave.

I'm... Not brave.

People THINK I'm brave but I'm not.

I don't know why, maybe its because I seem tough, maybe I seem to have it figured out.

Maybe its because I can get up on stage, maybe its because I fight fiercely for the people who I love.

Maybe I seem strong, I don't know.

I don't like change, at all. I'm my mothers daughter, a creature of habit who sometimes likes to spice things up.

I'm scared of the unknown, astrologically speaking I lack fire in my chart.

You have to be brave to welcome change. There's no other way. You're either brave or so destroyed that you welcome it with open arms.

The truth of the matter is that there's a great big world out there, a whole universe that we can manifest at will. But I'm too busy being scared of the unknown to tap into it.

I'm so tired of being a coward. I'm so tired of putting up with toxic habits or feeling empty when I get rid of them because I'm too scared to let something new in. I'm tired of hiding from the reality of being alive. I don't want things to stay the same forever.

I'm tired of living in fear and it being revealed everytime I realize something is about to change or worse, panicking when the change has begun and there's nothing I can do to stop it.

I've been learning a lot of lessons from the ocean since last year and I forgot until I saw this. So now I'm challenging myself. I'm learning how to be brave.