30 Day Blogging Callenge: Day 24

Day 24: What Attracts You (In Love)

Okay. I shouldn’t beat around the bush. I’m intense. 

And just a little emotional

 I don’t understand boundaries, I ask deeply personal questions and get to the point. I don’t have conversations with people unless I truly feel like it is worth my time. I am REALLY bad at opening up about MY feelings though. I don’t JUST want your heart or JUST want your body, I want your SOUL. Every single thing that you are whether it’s pretty or not, as long as it’s real (Venus in Scorpio things).

I think I should start with the fact that I’m bisexual. This means that at the end of the day, I'm attracted to character traits more than anything else.  I… like sincerity, you know? Honest people who are more about telling the truth than being polite. Fuck being polite (sometimes). Liking poetry is a PLUS but definitely not a must. I’m going through a major change personally, and taking a break from relationships in the process so… my taste is changing too? Like, I thought I was exclusively attracted to tall, black men (heeeeey boos!) but lately I find myself attracted to people who deviate from that norm. 

 I like kind, fun, open minded. Someone who can be an adventure and home at the same damn time. With men, I like being able to see some form of a feminine presence in his eyes because I can’t deal with a man who is ALSO constantly in denial about his feelings, only one of us can be set up this way. Height is also nice. With women, I love women who love other women, in a non-sexual manner, also. Women who also have a lot of male friends because, balance and because tomboys are the most interesting women in my opinion. I like women who are comfortable with themselves. That’s about as specific as I get with gender. But I know that ultimately, I fall when I fall and might not care about these things when I'm busy catching feelings. These just happen to be traits of people I've fallen for in the past. I tend to pick women who are..... anomolies, you could say? The men are interesting just not AS interesting.

Ultimately I just want someone to smoke…. Legal substances with, cuddle with, have long conversations about everything and nothing with, to laugh with, to cry with. 

To love, to truly love and not doubt that the feeling is mutual. My other half. My twin soul. The yin to my yang. That will happen when it happens but right now I'm TOTALLY content with being alone.

I think.